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Hugh row Amira would not even consider going to a episcopal church without an argument. Amira had mention no fault divorce that week in the context of people she knew. Divorce was mentioned in the arguement by me - Very Bad. Amira want to keep her church experience to a exclusive group that would stop attendance together - as in Seyumour RC We married in a protestant tradition with the intent of doing life together I also learnt that home (in this case describing church) is more important than reason Being Home over look dogmas and short comings Moving forward I cannot look at the past with regrets - Nothing can be changed Amira did aggree for first time we can do marriage counciling together Need to move forward and try to do together what can be done together
We can only live our lives looking ahead
We can only understand them looking back
Amira also mentioned intellectly level she cannot do life together because I worked to much!!
A line is crossed if life is not together
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Postives God Brought us together A. not uncomplicated A. want to make the family happy through service A. usually happy A. tries hard to keep costs A. makes changes to adjust
↓Fall
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The Fall into Porn When writing about Friendship to God I wrote "I want to be bad" and expressed this thought to Tom. At the time I did not really understanding why I wanted to be bad. But really I was very fed up trying to do the right thing all the time..... After this big arg and the general frustration... I viewed porn I did not fell guilty to Amira, I could not stop myself - even if I prayed I knew God was still there and He let me be Crazy I still felt supported by God But I wanted to do bad After a lot of reflection/revelation I realized the anger over the marriage the anger of always having to to good The anger of always having to meet A on her terms The anger at God for havng A take this course to Roman Catholism The frustration for the imaginary relationship I just want to be bad!!! The way I found to overcome the temptation now is I consciously choose the my relationship to God is the most important thing it means more than anything else, what ever I have to give up So if I am tempted I choose this relationship first ... That all